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December 28, 2004
I quit
My pregnancy test today was negative. And one of the doctors said that he recommended moving on to other things since the Clomid IUIs aren't working, but I would need to talk to my primary RE. The earliest I could get an appointment with her was Jan. 6 which would be after the start of my next cycle.
After talking to the nurse more, they said I could do another Clomid IUI, but since I have very limited insurance it would pretty much be a waste. They couldn't get me in any earlier, so now I have to take this cycle off. Without Clomid I ovulate very late in my cycle and Provera makes me very ill. The nurse said that they probably want to either start injectables ($$$) or do a laparoscopy :(
I'm scared to have surgery because I've had serious problems with anesthesia before. Maybe they'll fix my septum while they are in there though. I don't know if the laparoscopy will be considered an infertility treatment with my insurance. If that's the case I can kiss my infertility benefit goodbye for the year. We only have a $2000 benefit per year. I guess it depends on how they code it.
I'm just depressed. And to top it off I have to go to my great uncles funeral tomorrow. His name was Tom, his twin brother (my grandfather) is Dick, and their older brother is Harry. Seriously.
Posted by jlraynes at December 28, 2004 08:12 PM
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Jenn,
I'm so sorry.
I will continue to pray for you and your family.
On a lighter note, it is funny that your Uncles and grandpa's names are Tom, Dick and Harry! Although, I wish you didn't have a funeral to attend after this, but, maybe being surrounded by family will help. I had my last miscarrige the day of my husband's grandma's funeral. Being with family didn't fully make it better, but it did help give me a sense of peace.
Sheri
Posted by: Sheri at December 29, 2004 01:35 PM #
I'm so sorry your test was negative. Maybe a break is in order to sort things out. I'm always taking breaks from the madness - it helps me get back my baby feelings again when I've lost them in the struggle. I hope you're able to come to a good solution. Best to you.
Posted by: Cara at December 30, 2004 12:00 PM #